Let's take it from the top.
You said you loved me a lot.
We had fights, quarrels.
We still patched up.
I still loved you.
But you don't see it.
You didn't feel anything.
Till the last moment, that's when I realised.
You actually cared about my feelings all the time.
You actually knew I loved you.
But it was took late.
You were gone.
I didn't even get to say goodbye.
I didn't get to say a final....
You never said, you never said, you never said
That it would be this hard
Love was meant to be forever, now or never
Seems too discard
There's gotta be a better way for me to say
What's on my heart without leaving scars
So can you remain
When I call your name
And when you fall apart
Am I the reason for your endless sorrow
There's so much to be said
And with a broken heart
Your walls can only go down
But solo can you hear me
When I call your name
When I call your name
Caught again and situations are the makings of
All that's wrong
And I've been standin' in the river of deliverin'
Just way too long
There's gotta be a better way for me to say
What's on my heart without leaving scars
So can you hear me
When I call your name
So can you hear me
When I call your name
And when you fall apart
Am I the reason for your endless sorrow
There's so much to be said
And with a broken heart
Your walls can only go down
But solo can you hear me
When I call your name
You never said, you never said, you never said, you never said
When I call your name
You never said, you never said, you never said, you never said
When I call your name
Yeah
And when you fall apart
Am I the reason for your endless sorrow
There's so much to be said
And with a broken heart
Your walls can only go down
But solo can you hear me
When I call your name
And when you fall apart
Am I the reason for your endless sorrow
There's so much to be said
And with a broken heart
Your walls can only go down
But solo can you hear me
When I call your name
Name: Refer Tiong Zhi Hao() Age: 14 years old Date of Birth: October22 1994 Horoscope Sign: Libra
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Here's the thing. We all spend our lives searching for those people who make us smile, who are there for us no matter what. These are the people we consider to be friends. I think I have some pretty great friends; they are fun to be around and they make me laugh, but thats not the important thing. They understand me, they know how I feel.. they get me. Its really hard to find some one to connect with on that type of level, and I'm happy to have these people in my life. All of these people are those i know from school. They are goal oriented, they are smart, but they know how to be normal teenagers, and how to be amazing friends. It's like, when i'm with them, i'm the person i want to be. I dont know how to explain it, but i feel closer to them than i do to anyone else.
But of course, no friendship is without problems. Mine?...my family. Its so hard now that summers here and schools out, to see them. Everytime i want to hang out with them, the rents give me a hard time. They say that friendships may falter, but family is forever. I agree, family is forever. But as much as i love my family, i need my friends. Being with them is the first time where i actually feel like something is going right. Now im not saying everything is perfect, i'm sure that the other billions of people i know nothing about in the world could occupy just as big a space in my heart. But in all reality, if i could choose who i wanted to be around everyday, it would be my friends. As much as i love my family, sometimes its so hard. We have totally different views.. sometimes different morals.. i feel like i have a totally different view of the whole world, and its like, im not meant to live in this sleepy little place forever. I'm meant to have a great future, and i know that family will be a part of it, but they arent going to be the people who get me there. They will always be a part of me, but now its time for me to choose who i want to be, and if everything doesnt go perfectly, thats okay. As long as I let myself get out there and find the world and how i fit into it, it'll be okay.
I just wish the people who are supposed to be the closest to me would understand this. I'm sorry, but its not all about family. Think about it like this.. you can't choose your family. They are who you've been assigned to, and you cant change that. But your friends, you can pick them. And im a little sick of "my assignment" trying to choose them. I wish they would just let me be who i want to be. If i ever do become who i want to be, i hope they will understand that they were important, but it was the world, and what it taught me that made a difference. ---- <3 thanks to mr sham =D
oh man,i just slept and did not go watch movie with my parents. anyway,alot of thingys to tag,example about something. oh yar,good luck to those i smsed,good luck as in making them winning the MATCH. AND OFCOURSE FOR THE SCHOOL.For the Medal. anyway all the best.blogging really do KILL Time like Jamie says, but does blogging really improve english?
thats what i do today,today wake up at 6.45am at my home,marsiling. then brush teeth then shower then wear clothes then drink water then take car to school then..... just wondering how do i improve my english standard. anyway at school,3 period of English by our Handsome Mr Sham, 2 period of maths by our adorable maths Teacher then recess and have 1 more period of maths by our adorable maths teacher AGAIN =D
its time for Assembly.... talking about those safety what i hate the most but i think it is kind of crappy when it goes to LINE UP FIRST. wouldn't that take alot of TIME? but anyway,the most important news is that,3 more handphone have been LOST. AFTER the assembly,i went to sunplaza with Benjamin Chia Jack Leng + Derrik Lua Yong Han + Wong Chong Hao. we ordered all kind of noodles, Benjamin Chia Jack Leng Ordered You Mian, I Ordered Ban Mian, Derrik Lua Yong Han Ordered Hou Mian, Wong Chong Hao Ordered Vegetable Noodles(noodles made of vegetables)
Wong Chong Hao Ordered Liang Charrr...Benjamin go seven eleven from far far and brought a freezing green apple drink and run back. cant believe my new phone can put 16gb memory card but lag like mad...so i insert only the 4gb memory card. guys, i will blog till now BECAUSE,i wanna chat with my friends till mad.
now chatting with Asyur,WenXiang,Vernard Teo Lak Jin AND FINALLY , SHAWN!!!
So i should really end here , because i already blog alot of craps. !..GOOD BYE..!
man,i just found out that i have NOTHING to blog, but i will try to blog craps on my bloggie, arghhhhhhhh....no crap to post. ok,finally think of something,about. currently,reading jamie's blog and get idea on how to blog PROPERLY. i still dunnoe how the heck to do those tag replies once and for all to be honest,i sucks in blogging. but thanks to jamie and nathaneal tan. assist me in blogging PLEASE.
but next week,we have to move our cca room which sucks. i really prefer our old cca room,if i quit my cca,which cca should i join? would that be a disgrace or glory for photography? i really dunnoe,i may even suicide if possible. IFthey say,die for glory. but theres no chance.
hey anyway,is there a game called Patapon 1/2 for ps2, if you find it,please tell me! I WANT TOBUY!!!!!!!!!!
ok,i will write till here,cause i lurve to slack and slack. aww,nvm... still got some words to say, i really must thanks JAMIE AND NATHANAEL for assisting me blogging =D
getting sadder and sadder and sadder, i know my english is very very very poor, need Mr Sham's help. oh yar , last time china guys come our school,they thought that ALL our school teachers, are botak because Mr Sham have a shiny nice head and when his lesson, the china people come.
and i juz found out....ALL OUR SCHOOL'S FEMALE TEACHER WEAR ANKLE SOCKS OR DID NOT WEAR SOCKS AT ALL. ....okay,i go steal some sentence from jamie's bloggie. hmm,okay thats how she end,goodness gracious!
so thats how i end too. honeystar goodness vitamin C
Blogging is somehow fun but with my english,no readers will come and read. T.T
